:'(

I miss you, I really really really do.

Everything happens way too quickly. I still couldn't accept the fact that you're gone, Gone forever. Gone... just like that.

Just one night before you left us, we were playing Mahjong happily, having our dinner and chatting just like good old times. And the very next day, You're gone and you're never coming back.

:'(

24th January 2012. My Grandmother is gone. She is gone. Gone Forever.

I miss you x

Photography wasn't that easy as I thought it would be. Spent 2 hours walking around the School vicinity with Alexa and Phriya to take some artistic photos hahahaha. Fucking warm and I swear I, or should I say we, almost die under the fucking Sun.

Partner of the day? No one. Everyone has to take 18 films but yours truly have to take 36 because the Prisoner of her own transparency is forever stuck inside her transparency. But no, don't blame her. She wanted to come. At least she said she wanted to come. Intention noted.

Library with Lester and Hyo after School to do our 2D but Les ended up playing some game on his Macbook and then I.... watched him play. Productivity 0. 15 Minutes after then head back home x

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I wanted to start my 3D tonight but I don't have my materials! Hope I'll be able to finish my 3 test piece and 3 "sculpture" by next Wednesday. And my CCS response notebook.

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Not looking forward to Chinese New Year at all. Sigh. Xoxo guys

(Look at the first film!!!!!)

Tiring Thursday x

Getting to like Drawing class more and more despite the fact that I couldn't draw/shade/tone/sketch/ hahahahahahahahaha I like Urich. Pretty funny guy

Forgotten to mention that Rashid called me yesterday during 3D class thinking that the number was my dad's. It was so sudden but I managed to act pretty well.

R :" Hello may I speak to Mr Tan please"

Me :" Who is this?"

R :" I am Rashid, Shane's lecturer. Are you free at the moment?"

(I paused for the damn long like 10 seconds..........)

Me :" Yes"

R :" I'm calling regarding Shane's attendance. He have been skipping class"

Me :" Was it Tuesday? I am aware of it. He was having a bad gastric pain"

R :" Oh if that's the case, sorry to bother you Mr Tan, Thank you"

And the best part is Rashid didn't suspect anything. Hahahaha

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And during today's Drawing class, Urich was wondering why Alissa didn't attend School today so he asked me where is she. So I decided to lie to Urich that Alissa was pregnant and what the fuck, I think he buys my story. He started preaching about Teenagers these days, how innocent babies are and how abortion is so sinful. His expressions and reactions were so funny and I have to hold my laughter because I need to convince him. Hahahaha

I really should quit Foundation and join the Performing Arts... I should right?

Skipped 2D and Clay modeling yesterday because I overslept. Sigh.

Woke up at 5 to complete my 3D homework. Was contemplating if I should attend class on that day because I didn't do researches and I don't have any materials except for glue. But, I still decided to go and thankfully I went because Stellah was quite nice that day hehehe.

So happy that my works are pretty much on track. Have been doing my work consistently. Not gonna procrastinate like previous term! Shane Fighting x

Grey matter is damn fucking stupid! I swear. I perspired like fuck sitting under the fucking staircase trying to fucking converse with the fucking stairs. No I was kidding, I am not so lame. Only Phriya is capable of having a dialogue with non-living things. It's really... lame.

Second part of the class was to write a sentence on the wall from our Grey matters journal. Didn't bring mine on today so I stood in front of the white wall staring at it and finally, I came out with something short and sweet. I wrote Alize's name with a heart in front. Hahahaha and she wrote "Shane is the inspiration"True true. Totally agree with her sentence.

Gotta run, going to do Typography now! Bye

Instagram x Multi lens

(Alexa told me to caption this : Auntie Alexa is eating the camera)

Photography workshop is pretty fun! Can't wait for next lesson!

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I need time.

Some of the pages in my CCS RNB.

Happy 19th Jingsheng

I am so happy with my CCS grades and Mary's comments. I'll continue to work hard for this term!

Black Tuesday